a few pictures of my current life...

i havent been posting a lot, i'm mostly preparing for school and such...
but i have taken a few pictures, so i wanted to share them :)

 ahaha you can see my wall decorations. i was holding boris <3 one of my babehhs. lol

 my cousin, jason. he's so adorable, and almost a year old! he's grown so fast!

 it was a white room, i was wearing a white shirt, white floors, im the color of a Cullen and the flash was on. the result: i can glow. :P

i was in the car and my brother "accidentally" took a picture of me. haha

those are just a few pictures of how my life has been going, on the road and such. :)

i am uploading a video to my youtube today hopefully! maybe even two :))

xoxo

Getting Ready for Back to School!

Hey all!
Lol most awkward thing to say out loud. :P
Well, the past week, I've been doing my back to school shopping for clothes. It's been a little successful. My mom won't let me buy anything that's not on clearance, so it limits my ability to find things that aren't black and gray. Anyways, I'll be doing a post about all my clothes, probably a haul video. We aren't quite finished yet, we still have to go to the mall, we've only been to Kmart, Walmart, and Cato so far.

Just thought I'd do a quickie post :)

xoxo

i've been MIA!

so if you read my blog and have noticed that i haven't posted anything for... i dont even know how long it's been, i have an explanation.
I've been busy.
I was gone for 2 weeks, and I just haven't had time for my blog like i did earlier this summer. It makes me sad. But I've decided to accept the fact that i need to update my blog more.
so this will be one huge update:
First off, I finally got my new camera! but my memory cards are having issues so that sucks. Also, while i was gone for two weeks, Boris and Julio grew SO MUCH. They're like cat sized. Smaller cats, but still. They no longer look like kittens. But they're still adorable.

So, if you haven't heard, Amy Whinehouse died on Saturday. I'm not really sure how I feel about it. I liked a couple of her songs, but it's how I feel about Michael Jackson. I didn't really listen the her music, and I didn't personally know her, so her death doesn't directly affect me. I still will respect the dead, and hope that she will rest in peace.


On to happier things! It's time for me to start back to school shopping again! Clothes and all that. I like shopping for school supplies, but I really hate the actual work that goes with school.
On top of that, I'm nervous about it. I don't want to go a different school. Well I do, but I just am a little nervous about not really knowing anyone or anything about Shiloh.

I don't know. Well, I guess I will go and I'll get together some new posts for ya'll :)

biology, eyeliner, and pools.

YAY!
omg. i went to a family friend's pool yesterday, and to my surprise, I TANNED! a little. as much as a super pale person does. like seriously, first all my shoulder freckles popped up, then when i changed into normal close, i realized my arms/legs/body that wasnt covered by bathing suit was darker. i started partying. i know that sounds stupid, but usually im so pale i GLOW in pictures. especially if im in a picture with a friends who's, idk, black (african american if it bothers you that i say black) or if im outside and it's sunny.
so im pretty happy about that.
i decided that since i would be swimming i would test out how waterproof my Urban Decay 25/7 Glide-On eyeliner was. it lasted a good 3 hours of pool usage, and it was hard to remove without makeup remover once i got home (around seven, we got in the pool at two, if that gives you an idea). i used a gold eyeshadow, i think it was Urban Decay in the color Chopper, and then the color pencil i used was Electric or something like that here's a picture of the pencil:

it was nice, and i like this color. it's bright! but i only wear it on the bottom lash line. haha.

currently, i am taking a break from doing biology hw. (I GOT BIO HW FROM MY SCHOOL OVER SUMMER?!?!?! WTH?!) lol. boring. yeah.
this was a random post.
k,
bai!!! :)

HECKZ YEAH!

k. so SCHOOL IS OUT!
im no longer a freshman.
it really didnt feel any different from being an 8th grader besides the fact that it was 194820148 times harder than middle school.
my mom signed my papers for withdrawl. :/
and i only got to see 1/4280 of my friends today, so im sad. >.<
a lot more people said they were gonna miss me and all that than i thought would. maybe they were lying. haha JK :P
but my mom picked up me and cydni from school and then we went to this chinese buffet in town i guess you would say. lol. the area of our town that isnt really residential, but still has some houses. WHAT THE HECK DO YOU CALL IT?! lol.
ok.
yeah.
it was a realllyyy fun day overall.
except for the testing. and im sad that i only saw a few of my friends. i was very emotional today. and now the fact that it's summer hasnt really sunk in. BUT, im hanging out with cydni AGAIN tomorrow. and then sunday i have a pool party to go to. im TOTALLY THRILLED FOR IT! i've seriously been wanting to go swimming since december. and now, it's so close!
lol this was a really random post. you probably didnt read it :P haha
k. byyee!

SCHOOL ENDING!

ohmygod. it's so close.
my cousin got out yesterday. >.< WHAT?! not fair!
we get out here in like a week from tomorrow. so stressful. and then as soon as school gets out i have a family reunion, dentist appointment, regular doctor's appt, liver doctor appt., and soo much more.
then im planning my birthday party at the same time. god. my life feels busy. it probably isnt to most people. but im used to doing NOTHING all the time. i kind of like the always somewhere to be feeling. it makes me feel important.
my brother's going to be in his school talent show next week. im so happy for him, when i was in fifth grade i was too shy to even talk to people. i was basically the opposite of my current self.
ahh well... guess that's all.
:))
SUUUUMMMMEEERRRR IS SOOOOO CLOSE!

-_- my school... sucks.

this is the second dance they've cancelled. so the only one that we had was the Blackout in October. >.< wtf dudes?

they told us during STEM Camp that we would have 3-5 dances this year. in order to catch up, you'd have to have the next to friday's to meet the number they promised. god.
and then they want to replace it with free ice cream on a MONDAY? no. that's not a replacement for a DANCE.

they cancelled the valentines one, at least almost a week before, but like the day of? cancelling?
why?
seriously.
you cant plan something and advertise for it and then cancel it THE DAY OF.

it just pisses me off.
it's like they promise you all this stuff, and then just. dont follow through.

ok.
im leaving now. because im disappointed. and slightly angry. at the last minute notice. >.< GOD! WTF??

another update! on followers, youtube, school, and everything else :)

i gained 2 followers over the past few weeks. :) which may not seem that exciting to someone who has like 105896685301 followers already, but i had like 17. and then i didnt post or even log on for approx. 6-7 days (ok i have no idea!) and i gained followers in the time that i wasnt on.

its awesome!

oh, and i put a video on youtube, it's not a beauty one, it's a cover of Rolling in the Deep.
check it out!
my channel name is KaylaElizabeth96 or KaylaElizabeth365. haha i'll put a link to the video in another log post in case you don't want to look it up :P

and school!
we're having a dance on friday!
it's casual, but im still gonna wear a dress. it's the one i got for my cousin's Christening party. it's pink and it has a ruffle thing down the front. its actually reaallly casual. its like a summer dress. i was going to wear it to school the day i bought it, but i didnt and im actually pretty happy i didnt, because now i can debut it at a dance! haha
and i'll wear white flats from Kmart (i hate Kmart, but these shoes were cute!) and i'll redo my makeup before the dance and i'll probably do my hair in its naturally curly state and do the braided hairband thing.

maybe i'll do a tutorial for how i do that.
well, probably not.
lol it's hard to explain in words and there are already sooo many versions of it out there! just look it up on YouTube and you can find one easily! :)

and what else...?
i've straightened my hair everyday for the past 2 weeks. >.< im going to fry it! lol
THAT REMINDS ME!
i need to get my hair cut. the ends are like razored, but from where they are growing out, it looks strange. idk how to explain it... its not like split ends, but its not as smooth as i want either. so im going to have to get it cut very soon. here's a couple pictures that i was thinking i might like:




but i also like the scene style. and i know that people will probably call me a poser and a fake and what-not, but i dont care i think it's pretty :)

idk... we'll see :)

now, on a more serious note...

if you are one of my friend's who goes to my school and you're reading this, you'll probably be sad... but otherwise, you probably wont care that much...

i told my parents at dinner that i didnt want to go here next year. i got them drink refills and then i blurted it out while i was sitting

my dad was like we're not gonna force you to go, but you need to finish these classes so focus on them.

and mom was like i think you just dont wanna do the work so you're quitting

WELL I TOLD YOU LAST SEMESTER THIS SCHOOL WASNT FOR ME BUT NOOO.

god. i really hate it here. everyone always looks at you like you're retarded if you ask questions and then even the "stupid" people here are geniuses. but im just stupid. i mean im smart, but math and science just arent my things. im more of a language arts and music kind of person.

blehh.
shiloh.
gross.
:/
im torn. im gonna miss my friends. and im gonna feel alone and lost at a new school in the middle of high school. WHAT TO DO?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i wish i was smart.
but in comparison to people here, im an idiot. >.<

Today

Ok, i obvi gave up on that 30 day challenge or whatevs. maybe ill do it over the summer? lol

really though, im gonna start doing vlogs! it would be so much fun!

and XO^3 is having a talent show performance! OMG ITS GONNA BE EPIC
we're doing a mashup of Far Far or something like that i dont know the song name :P and then Best Love Song and Bulletproof and I Can Transform Ya.

im actually dancing this time. which is new to me and im VERRYY nervous about it. :/ we'll see if its something i need to give up! im really not that good and im the first to admit it! but whatever. i suppose i'll blog about it later.

i plan on returning to blogging every day or every couple days, but over the past few weeks i havent been very into it. it's just like, "why do that when i could do...." then i get distracted.

i would like to do more beauty posts, but i dont have any new products... hmmm.... maybe i could like start doing my old products? like reviews and how-tos. maybe even hauls! that would be cool right?! BUT I HAVE NO IDEA! sorry caps turned on and im too lazy to rewrite that! lol

SCHOOL UPDATE:
im scared. my grades go up to passing and then BAM something gets graded and im back down again... i HOPE LIKE CRAZY i'll be here next year, but the chances are looking slim. which is good and bad. i love all my friends to death! but i also think my future is sufering because of this school. i guess i'll see what happens in the next 6 weeks.
it's crazy how fast this school year went by. im like, where did all that time go? im really sad about it to. i should have just gone to my home high school so that i wouldnt have to be this hurt about any decision i make.

and an even more exciting update!!!:
im might be spending my whole summer with my cousins! which will mean less blogs, but hopefully youtube vids every once in a while. maybe i can find a blogger app for blackberry? hmm... you never know! and hopefully, if i do end up leaving this school, i can move up there. that would be so much fun.

anyways, thanks for reading my update!
PEEAACCEEE